Today I sung a little song for the very lovely @askbuttonsmom. I don’t consider myself the best singer (I just like to sing when nobody is around lol) but all things considered I think it turned out…
:O !!!!!
That was beauuutiful!! Give yourself more credit sweetheart! Looking forward to this date ^ o^
LYRICS: Baby you’re the apple of my eye I’m always thinking bout you You’re always on my mind. And you know, it’s embarassing to say. But I wanna be your somepony for Hearts and Hooves day.
Oh I’d drag you to a diner to share a soda pop! Then I’d take a walk with you to my favorite candy shop. Then head to the movies to see a mushy flick Then afterwards I hope your ready cause im licking your stamps.
Now sweetie, I hope that you can see. That today should be all about you and me. And I’m glad, I’m glad that I can say I’m gonna be your mare And you can be my stallion! And we’ll be the perfect couple for Hearts and Hooves Day!
Hi sweethearts! It’s time to give a big big biiiiig thanks to those who donated to my Patreon this month! ^_____^
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You all are really helping to keep this blog alive and healthy! (Literally, funds usually go into doctor visits to keep mod Lexxi strong.) All patrons this month get a free copy of The Best of Mom and Lexxi album and the usual big wet kiss from mommy~! *puckers up for those 5 people*
So I asked L*xxy about Everfree NW’s “Ponegathon” and she suddenly burst into tears. I still don’t understand what’s so hilarious about the word. This pony confuses me sometimes..
assertiveturtle said: I gotta say Ms. Mash, you are one hot mama. I have been a fan of yours for quite some time now and I just gotta know. Whats a strapping young stallion got to do to get with a mare like you?.
So I was recording earlier to take my mind off the fact that I wanted to throw up again….it didn’t work and I just broke down crying while recording. Then my sister called me a few minutes later giving me 3hrs of advice, and she attempted to speak directly to my subconscious telling it to piss the fuck off and let me be well again. Every symptom i’m having is psychosemantic, meaning physical problems caused by the mind thinking it’s still sick. My doctor called it a form of PTSD stemming from an excessive amount of medical trauma. This is the hardest thing to battle because you cant just take a pill to make it go away like everything else. You NEED to tell your subconscious that you’re not sick and to stop making you feel sick.
My sister’s advice: Write down every potential worry that’s bothering me and answer each with “That’s bullshit!” and explain why it’s bullshit. This was what I came up with.
I’m sorry that I couldn’t get through my audios today, but if I recorded in this mental state, none of it would be genuine. Please be patient with me while I figure shit out…